Gah.... Blog is Dying...

Gah..... no motivation to write..... must all those videoes i've been watching to pass time...

Anyway, no one would be actually interested in my life right now... right?

Something interesting happened, so of course I would be writing some stuff here....

Yesterday, my mum went for a tour in malaysia, in kota tinggi... brother went out with some friends at downtown east, and my sis was out... leaving me and my dad at home...

Normally, family dinner with almost full attendance, usually adds to the ambience of the dinner. Topics of the day often keep the dining table alive, but yesterday, it was just... my dad and me.

At that time, I started thinking, the table sounds... so dead... I actually could not think of things to talk, things that actually relates to my father's existence...

Then my thought scope turns to the time Gary got along with his dad so well in the car while on the way to jason's house for his birthday...

My dad talked about the Bee Gees first... it's a topic killer... my mum actually suggested before to my dad to let my sis listen to the bee gees instead of all those japanese and chinese hip hop and pop songs that are now gettting to her head. I ended up nodding my head, and looking at him, agree with nothing...

Then I thought about a TV series earlier on, talking about rock music... and I ask why Beatles wasn't his 'in' thing then. With that, the topics got a little flowin' to the likes of the Vietnam wars, the hippies, and such.

With that, it finally reached the common channel which I have been trying to avoid... Military issues... and friends which I have right now...

Dad starts talking his combrades/friends in the army when he was a regular. The times he had, and friends he had close relationships with... and he asked me about my friends, and how I relate to them... then it become a really squirmy topic about money, and the talking stopped from there...

The friends I got to befriend... a good number came from the poly when I helped them on modules and projects. Then it got more when I met up with my academic club though activities and got to know more friends. I still had contact with some of them, and the others just... faded to friends who just say 'Hi' and 'Bye', which is a little sad for me.

The majority of friends whom I still keep in contact with are through a common interest now, were just my Module Group, Ultimate Frisbee, and Movies.

Module Groupmates are busy with their stuff, and meet-up are quite difficult to organise, with the people who fly aeroplane increasing by the day...

Frisbee?? The last time I was on the field, I just did nothing but watch the game sadly...

Movies are really becoming a rarity, with the ongoing curfew and my increasing expenditure...

Then again.... I'm just rambling about things that are just selfish thoughts of myself...

After re-reading all these... maybe.. I really deserve all this... after all that has happened...