Wednesday, January 11, 2006

I feel like I'm a jerk.

Why would I agree to help Uncle Ra, when I have no prior experience in setting up a local Php server? And I haven't even treaded through even one part of Mamboserver.

Why would I avoid signing in to MSN Messenger until now? To avoid people and questions?

Why didn't I make sure my SMS is sent? I know my friends will think of me as an ignorant person if there's no answer.

Why didn't I ask more details about the paintball event? Yet another self-assumption that they'll call me about it....

Why did I go back to camp, doing stuff that doesn't seem to have any effect on the results?

Why did I delegate my work to my colleagues when they do not really have the time to do their own? Why would I add additional stress on them?

I suppose with all this, I'm really a jerk... a loser... a self-orientated person.

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