Ziting - Possibly Fail Course Due To Medical Status

Well, just when things were going fine... Murphy's Law has to come in and create a whole ruckus...

I had hoped to sit through the BMT phase despite the totaled amount of excused durations (10 weeks), and I knew that the chance of passing out is very slim due to that.

Once again, it shattered my confidence again... Hadn't been able to lift my head up for quite a while..

"The good news is that you won't be Out-Of-Training, but now you might be liable for failing your course of BMT...."

The thought of this still spins in my head until now...



And just when I'm starting to feel better again, I felt something stabbing against my heart. I thought I placed complete trust in someone, trying to help out whenever possible.

But on asking a stupid question, that was asked and answered by my superior, and getting screwed because of it was pretty bad.

It was okay when my whole platoon echoed out the jeers for asking the question AGAIN.

What got me is that my buddy had to rub it in, adding salt to my wounds...

It still hurts, although not as bad as three days ago... and I don't even know they were pulling my leg...

I just don't think so.....

until next time...