Right now I'm at an internet kiosk(downtown east) before going for my medical appointment. so i'll blog a bit about my situation now...
it's confirmed.... I cannot pass out... routes left are OOT or fail course...
Whatever it is, I still feel okay... not depressed or sad, a bit jealous, but not angry...
Now really it's Time to stop acting fit, and let all the pain out....
complain all the crap to the medical specialist and make sure they downgrade me or something...
and do what the army is best at: Chao Keng.
see you this saturday? i hope...
Thursday, November 25, 2004
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Ziting - Possibly Fail Course Due To Medical Status
Well, just when things were going fine... Murphy's Law has to come in and create a whole ruckus...
I had hoped to sit through the BMT phase despite the totaled amount of excused durations (10 weeks), and I knew that the chance of passing out is very slim due to that.
Once again, it shattered my confidence again... Hadn't been able to lift my head up for quite a while..
"The good news is that you won't be Out-Of-Training, but now you might be liable for failing your course of BMT...."
The thought of this still spins in my head until now...
And just when I'm starting to feel better again, I felt something stabbing against my heart. I thought I placed complete trust in someone, trying to help out whenever possible.
But on asking a stupid question, that was asked and answered by my superior, and getting screwed because of it was pretty bad.
It was okay when my whole platoon echoed out the jeers for asking the question AGAIN.
What got me is that my buddy had to rub it in, adding salt to my wounds...
It still hurts, although not as bad as three days ago... and I don't even know they were pulling my leg...
I just don't think so.....
until next time...
I had hoped to sit through the BMT phase despite the totaled amount of excused durations (10 weeks), and I knew that the chance of passing out is very slim due to that.
Once again, it shattered my confidence again... Hadn't been able to lift my head up for quite a while..
"The good news is that you won't be Out-Of-Training, but now you might be liable for failing your course of BMT...."
The thought of this still spins in my head until now...
And just when I'm starting to feel better again, I felt something stabbing against my heart. I thought I placed complete trust in someone, trying to help out whenever possible.
But on asking a stupid question, that was asked and answered by my superior, and getting screwed because of it was pretty bad.
It was okay when my whole platoon echoed out the jeers for asking the question AGAIN.
What got me is that my buddy had to rub it in, adding salt to my wounds...
It still hurts, although not as bad as three days ago... and I don't even know they were pulling my leg...
I just don't think so.....
until next time...
Sunday, November 07, 2004
4 more weeks to POP!
yes four more weeks....
I hope to smell the long LONG weekend ahead.....
Got some more photos from camp and tekong....
Here's a preview...
rumble in the bunk: enter the bunny
pathetic attempt to look stupid
another pathetic attempt to look like the one on the left
I hope to smell the long LONG weekend ahead.....
Got some more photos from camp and tekong....
Here's a preview...
rumble in the bunk: enter the bunny
pathetic attempt to look stupid
another pathetic attempt to look like the one on the left
more about the chalet...
Well, the chalet wasn't that nice... but then again, it's the first chalet my family rented...
My sis got her friends which amounts to 3 or 5... My brother and I didn't bring any friends though...
My bro and my mom
The two main chefs having a hard time satisfying my sis's friends and my 5 "imaginary friends"...
Sorry Matthew and Jimmy, but when I reached the chalet, it was raining and the food was getting cold under the aircon.....
my sis and her friends
there ya go... my sis' friends....
my sis and her friends and metrosexual friend
and the colorful shirt is really making me think that he's going gay after all these years....
i don't know why but i like this pic... haha...
plz dun laugh... /me says,"WAHHAHAHA!!!"
interesting pic.... (read: my sis)
and don't think dirty after this... but then again... it's freedom to the blog readers....
apparently this pic serves as a good description of the banter there... sis bares her teeth all the time
guess my sis's age
woo.... big fish eyes....
and she blows the candles away.....
Her friends left after a while, but not without leaving.....
Fable snap shot
Fable! my siblings were completely hooked to it.... Guess this will be their next birthday wish..... along with the XBox of course.
And WOW.... DownTown East Chalets have XBoxes!! My friends knew it long ago, but I realised only now....
trying a prank on my bro... I look mighty evil here...
and a pathetic attempt to help my brother to study for his O levels withers...
and did you realise I actually washed clothes at the chalet?
Uh oh... BIG WHOOPS....
another shitty pic... I look real asian with silt eyes
She got a few presents, which I really think is very very useless.....
Here is prezzie number 1...
useless prez #1
can you belive it??!! IT's FUCKING POKEMON!
and some...
useless prez #1
action figures!!! what a waste of money!
My sis got her friends which amounts to 3 or 5... My brother and I didn't bring any friends though...
My bro and my mom
The two main chefs having a hard time satisfying my sis's friends and my 5 "imaginary friends"...
Sorry Matthew and Jimmy, but when I reached the chalet, it was raining and the food was getting cold under the aircon.....
my sis and her friends
there ya go... my sis' friends....
my sis and her friends and metrosexual friend
and the colorful shirt is really making me think that he's going gay after all these years....
i don't know why but i like this pic... haha...
plz dun laugh... /me says,"WAHHAHAHA!!!"
interesting pic.... (read: my sis)
and don't think dirty after this... but then again... it's freedom to the blog readers....
apparently this pic serves as a good description of the banter there... sis bares her teeth all the time
guess my sis's age
woo.... big fish eyes....
and she blows the candles away.....
Her friends left after a while, but not without leaving.....
Fable snap shot
Fable! my siblings were completely hooked to it.... Guess this will be their next birthday wish..... along with the XBox of course.
And WOW.... DownTown East Chalets have XBoxes!! My friends knew it long ago, but I realised only now....
trying a prank on my bro... I look mighty evil here...
and a pathetic attempt to help my brother to study for his O levels withers...
and did you realise I actually washed clothes at the chalet?
Uh oh... BIG WHOOPS....
another shitty pic... I look real asian with silt eyes
She got a few presents, which I really think is very very useless.....
Here is prezzie number 1...
useless prez #1
can you belive it??!! IT's FUCKING POKEMON!
and some...
useless prez #1
action figures!!! what a waste of money!
Sunday, October 24, 2004
At chalet now....
Yesterday was my sister's birthday, and being his brother I attended it lor. Thought I might be able to rest a bit a home before going out but what the hell...hahha
Upon reaching DownTown East, I met, horrors!! my judo khaki! to enlighten you a bit, he went for Obese NS earlier on, and we started comparing differences in the treatment... Apparently, my time is much better... Kudos to my superiors!!!
I also met a few of my juniors, that I took during my OGL days... only left five people.... Talked a bit... great chatting with them, good to meet up these funky pals too... heh heh...
Well, having a chalet for two days was great... unless you have good parents restraining you....
And Being so near to Wild Wild Wet, I had wanted to go man!!! but Damn the weather!....
And the fact that I am typing this entry from a internet kiosk on a lousy kiosk, that's all folks!!!
Gonna throw my one and only grenade this week! BOOM!
P.S.: I can chiong liao! Now I just need the green light from my superior officer! YAHOO!!!!
P.P.S: Did I mention my sister has a blog? check out her link at here lor!
Upon reaching DownTown East, I met, horrors!! my judo khaki! to enlighten you a bit, he went for Obese NS earlier on, and we started comparing differences in the treatment... Apparently, my time is much better... Kudos to my superiors!!!
I also met a few of my juniors, that I took during my OGL days... only left five people.... Talked a bit... great chatting with them, good to meet up these funky pals too... heh heh...
Well, having a chalet for two days was great... unless you have good parents restraining you....
And Being so near to Wild Wild Wet, I had wanted to go man!!! but Damn the weather!....
And the fact that I am typing this entry from a internet kiosk on a lousy kiosk, that's all folks!!!
Gonna throw my one and only grenade this week! BOOM!
P.S.: I can chiong liao! Now I just need the green light from my superior officer! YAHOO!!!!
P.P.S: Did I mention my sister has a blog? check out her link at here lor!
Sunday, October 17, 2004
Hit some new interesting blogs... and links
Thanks to Qiu Yi for posting this up in friendster... Had a great laugh lapping this up. I suppose CS fanatics should find this familiar?
http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/148082
The author also did some other interesting clips. Besides the De_Dust clip, the De_Aztec clip is a nice one too. Watch it!
Also hit some blogs of my superiors, which means more things to read on the net....
http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/148082
The author also did some other interesting clips. Besides the De_Dust clip, the De_Aztec clip is a nice one too. Watch it!
Also hit some blogs of my superiors, which means more things to read on the net....
Woohoo!!!
I may not OOT after all!!! Really elated after hearing this, but still have to hope...
Maybe I should stop being a free thinker and have faith in someone?
Then again, should I chiong despite holding orders from my Medical Officer?
The second part of the field camp just passed by and a very tiring one indeed...
We had our various drills practices for outfield.
On the way back, we were caught by a series of situations that required a series of drills.
Totally stunned.
The holy shit can of whoop ass
----------------------------------
Right Thunderflash: "Bang!"
Platoon : "Enemy contacted right!"
Sergeant: "Kim Hui is I/C! Carry on!"
Kim Hui carries out his commands for his fire movement to the right... Suddenly,
Left Thunderflash: "Bang!"
Platoon (Thinking): "Contacted Left! But how?"
A long silence begins....
Sergeant: "A sniper! One casualty down! Another! And Another!"
Platoon (Thinking): "Holy shit..."
And they carried out the sniper drill... But suddely we were bombarded with...
Sergeant: "Artillery Incoming!"
The platoon falls flat on the ground. The casualty who were carried went bang on the ground...
And when the Artillery status was lifted, most of us, ran uphill over a distance of 100 metres...
Sheer hell, especially those carrying the casualties...
My buddy, who volunteered his pouncho for a makeshift stretcher, was heart broken when he realised his pouncho hood was ripped off...
Aw man...
----------------------------------
In other news....
I actually misfired. Thought I cleared my rifle, and with my magazine on the ground, I squeezed the trigger.
BANG.
And that's one more guard duty for me...
And finally.... the photos! courtesy of Han's Superb Camera Phone, and my flim Camera!
My Section and my Section Commander
This looks cool in my opinion. Too bad it was blurred at the sides...
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the original
I actually used the face as my avatar in my blogger profile. As you can see, Beneath the smile lies something else...
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My Section, Frankenstein and my Platoon Sergeant...
Not much explanation is needed for this one... haha...
me blowing matthew
We did a few cock photos, and out of all 36, I guess these two look the most cocked up... hahah
cock unsatisfaction
And poor Matthew gets bush whacked....
Till next week!
Maybe I should stop being a free thinker and have faith in someone?
Then again, should I chiong despite holding orders from my Medical Officer?
The second part of the field camp just passed by and a very tiring one indeed...
We had our various drills practices for outfield.
On the way back, we were caught by a series of situations that required a series of drills.
Totally stunned.
The holy shit can of whoop ass
----------------------------------
Right Thunderflash: "Bang!"
Platoon : "Enemy contacted right!"
Sergeant: "Kim Hui is I/C! Carry on!"
Kim Hui carries out his commands for his fire movement to the right... Suddenly,
Left Thunderflash: "Bang!"
Platoon (Thinking): "Contacted Left! But how?"
A long silence begins....
Sergeant: "A sniper! One casualty down! Another! And Another!"
Platoon (Thinking): "Holy shit..."
And they carried out the sniper drill... But suddely we were bombarded with...
Sergeant: "Artillery Incoming!"
The platoon falls flat on the ground. The casualty who were carried went bang on the ground...
And when the Artillery status was lifted, most of us, ran uphill over a distance of 100 metres...
Sheer hell, especially those carrying the casualties...
My buddy, who volunteered his pouncho for a makeshift stretcher, was heart broken when he realised his pouncho hood was ripped off...
Aw man...
----------------------------------
In other news....
I actually misfired. Thought I cleared my rifle, and with my magazine on the ground, I squeezed the trigger.
BANG.
And that's one more guard duty for me...
And finally.... the photos! courtesy of Han's Superb Camera Phone, and my flim Camera!
My Section and my Section Commander
This looks cool in my opinion. Too bad it was blurred at the sides...
.jpg)
the original
I actually used the face as my avatar in my blogger profile. As you can see, Beneath the smile lies something else...
.jpg)
My Section, Frankenstein and my Platoon Sergeant...
Not much explanation is needed for this one... haha...
me blowing matthew
We did a few cock photos, and out of all 36, I guess these two look the most cocked up... hahah
cock unsatisfaction
And poor Matthew gets bush whacked....
Till next week!
Sunday, October 10, 2004
Out Of Training -To-Be
I dunno....
I am excused from Lower Limb activities until 25/11/04.
Assuming that my superiors say that I will miss out on all trainings due my current status, I might not fufil 75% attendence at BMT.
Which kind of points to a OOT or Recourse...
I dunno man... I'm pretty stressed out by flying rumours that after my Obese Batch, it will be a 26 week course instead of my current 16 weeks...
Very demoralising...
Just why would the Medical Officer excuse me for such a long time, when he knows that I am more than halfway through my recruit training?
I really wish I could throw my jockey cap up after these 16 weeks, share my joy with 50 fellows (more or less...)
Aw man....
In other news, I just went for a field camp! Can't Blah blah because I'm about to go off but what the hell... One of my friends just wrote a good profile of the camp...
One of my platoonmates just took a VERY COOL Photo of my section, and a COCK-UP photo which would look great in my Friendster Profile... heh heh....
Just hope he doesn't delete it.... :)
And finally.... a photo of my sister!!!
My sister in full glory...
Guess that satisfies at least one of my blogders who can't wait to see it, when I posted it earlier on....
I am excused from Lower Limb activities until 25/11/04.
Assuming that my superiors say that I will miss out on all trainings due my current status, I might not fufil 75% attendence at BMT.
Which kind of points to a OOT or Recourse...
I dunno man... I'm pretty stressed out by flying rumours that after my Obese Batch, it will be a 26 week course instead of my current 16 weeks...
Very demoralising...
Just why would the Medical Officer excuse me for such a long time, when he knows that I am more than halfway through my recruit training?
I really wish I could throw my jockey cap up after these 16 weeks, share my joy with 50 fellows (more or less...)
Aw man....
In other news, I just went for a field camp! Can't Blah blah because I'm about to go off but what the hell... One of my friends just wrote a good profile of the camp...
One of my platoonmates just took a VERY COOL Photo of my section, and a COCK-UP photo which would look great in my Friendster Profile... heh heh....
Just hope he doesn't delete it.... :)
And finally.... a photo of my sister!!!
My sister in full glory...
Guess that satisfies at least one of my blogders who can't wait to see it, when I posted it earlier on....
Sunday, October 03, 2004
Once more crap to say...
My brother was noticed something about my upper body...
He said my triceps look bigger and has shape...
....
I showed him this...
answers to crap
and said:
"Then what about my Pecs? I should have a chest after all those PUSH UPS!"
Brother: "Still look like breast..."
Me: "How about my Biceps? HUH?"
His matter-of-fact reply: "Nope..."
Me: "..."
He said my triceps look bigger and has shape...
....
I showed him this...
answers to crap
and said:
"Then what about my Pecs? I should have a chest after all those PUSH UPS!"
Brother: "Still look like breast..."
Me: "How about my Biceps? HUH?"
His matter-of-fact reply: "Nope..."
Me: "..."
Saturday, October 02, 2004
And I sprained my knee again...
what the fuck... i sprained my knee again.
With a Knee Guard Worn On.
NIKE Knee Guard.
Guess they really suck huh.
Anyway, the main thing that evolved from this experience is that I can't jump. At least for this military phase of 2 years...
Which also means that I can't do Standing Board Jump!
Which also means I can't pass my IPPT...
Which also means that chances of going to Schools of Leadership like SISPEC and OCS are really fading away.
I really want to acheieve my best, but this goddamn knee that is so prone to sprains is really taking everything away from me...
One by one.
Ultimate Frisbee, My taking part in Disc Knights, NAPFA, IPPT, SISPEC, OCS. What next?
I really don't know.
What I really hope now is that my superiors will allow me to continue with the Ultimate Frisbee Competition despite the fact that they are highly sensitive to injury-prone events not related to training...
I suppose my superiors won't get shocked when I bring a whole bunch of frisbees in...
With a Knee Guard Worn On.
NIKE Knee Guard.
Guess they really suck huh.
Anyway, the main thing that evolved from this experience is that I can't jump. At least for this military phase of 2 years...
Which also means that I can't do Standing Board Jump!
Which also means I can't pass my IPPT...
Which also means that chances of going to Schools of Leadership like SISPEC and OCS are really fading away.
I really want to acheieve my best, but this goddamn knee that is so prone to sprains is really taking everything away from me...
One by one.
Ultimate Frisbee, My taking part in Disc Knights, NAPFA, IPPT, SISPEC, OCS. What next?
I really don't know.
What I really hope now is that my superiors will allow me to continue with the Ultimate Frisbee Competition despite the fact that they are highly sensitive to injury-prone events not related to training...
I suppose my superiors won't get shocked when I bring a whole bunch of frisbees in...
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